A new researcher Nick Janicki has been working
with a set of chalcedony rods and he is keeping a log.
Nick is working only with the rods and no other m-state materials in order we
are clear about their effects.
Here is a copy of Nicks log.
Nick Janicki ( nick@nicksAZhomes.com )
Real
dreams
Both rods
were held. After 1 minute the left rod became warm. Sensation continued. After 2
minutes rod still felt warm and right hand began to tingle slightly. Rods were
put back into their case.
At
I feel back
asleep.
27th, 28th
and 29th only mild heat felt in left hand.
07/30/2001
3:30pm Eastern
L and R were given to subject. Left hand
tingled after 30 seconds. Left arm was moved outward and then over subject's
head. More warmth was felt in left hand. This was done to the right arm and
similar, but lesser feelings were encountered. Both hands were moved in a
circular motion outward and then over the head. When the arms were moved from
the position over the head back to the waist level quite a bit of heat and
tingling were observed. This was repeated and each time the feeling got more
prominent in both hands. It felt like a numbing heat. When blood exited the
hands by placing them over the head the feeling would lessen and then greatly
increase as the hands were brought back down to the side as more blood
returned. The rods were put back into their protective case afterwards.
07/31/2001
The rods were used in the morning, afternoon
and night for 1.5 to 2 minutes each time. The tingling warmth each time was
felt in the hand and slightly in the wrist, but the sensations did not go
beyond this. After the last use at night the subject retired for bed. Most of
the feeling in his hands had dissipated. As he laid to sleep a door slammed and
this startled and excited him. As this happened the feeling of warmth and
tingling around his hands were jerked "on" and became observable
again. This quickly faded, but it is worth further investigation.
08/01/2001
3:00pm
The rods were again held in each respective
hand. Sensations again became apparent in the hands and a bit of the wrist. The
subject moved his hands up and down and all around. The sensation became more
noticeable, but did not spread further down the arm. The rods were put in their
protective holder.
Soon afterwards a rush of energy entered the
head of the subject and remained for about 30min. He felt more relaxed during
this time.
08/02/01-08/09/01
The rods were used two times a day for 1.5-2
minutes. The sensations seemed to drop off during this period of time. The heat
experienced in the hands was not as intense as before and the sensation did not
spread any further down the arm. This was discouraging, as I had hoped the
feeling would spread or intensify. During this time the head \ buzz associated
with the rods still continued for about 30 minutes after their use. During this
time I had emotional ups and downs. At times I would be nothing more than
neutral. I would have no really strong emotions and would not have any sort of deep
appreciation for life or the world around me. At other times I would have a
sense of happiness and this created a deeper appreciation for all things.
08/10/01-08/14/01
The rods were used twice per day for 1.5-2
minutes. The sensations stayed at their low level as in the previous entry. I
have had some emotional releases, which may have correlation to the rods use.
On the 10th of Aug. I had a general flash or thought about my childhood. My
general childhood entered my mind as an overview and this created an emotional
release in me.
The release made me feel good about my life and
myself. During this time I have had similar releases. It is as if past emotions
are being freed. The shivers seem to be a natural response to this release.
08/15/01
8pm
The rods were held in the hands for a period of
8 to 12 minutes. I can't be sure of the time. This was done in attempts to
increase the sensations felt in the hands. The hands began to tingle with mild
heat for the first few minutes. The hands were moved above the head and to the
side, but the sensation did not increase. A mild rush of energy entered the
head after 4 or 5 minutes. After 5 minutes a metallic taste became apparent
upon exhaling. A feeling a general unbalance was felt, but the rods were still
kept in the hands. The metallic taste soon became apparent on my inhaling and
exhaling breaths. A general feeling of poisoning was noticed and the rods were
put back in their case by minute 8/12. The uneasy feeling disappeared within 20
minutes, but the energy felt in the head remained the entire night. (As I'm
writing this, the bump I have in my left hand is more noticeable than usual. My
aunt is a nurse and I asked her about the bump, which I have had for years, and
she said it was probably a ganglionic cyst.
It seems strange that this would be affected by
the rods, but I'm going to keep track of this and further sensations noticed
due to the rods use.)
08/15/01
Midnight
This entry is still on the 15 (early 16th), but
decided to make it a different entry due it occurring several hours later. I
laid down to sleep at midnight and my mind was still full of energy. It forced
me into a state of awareness I would have otherwise not had. I laid in bed
trying to find that cozy feeling sleep brings. Instead my mind was like a
brick. It was stuck in my current state of awareness and was not going
anywhere. It was going on 2am and I tried to calm myself. I had trouble letting
my mind fade to whatever thoughts it needed to in order to fall asleep.
Whenever my mind would wander I would catch it and bring it back into the now.
This does not induce a state of sleep. I decided to consciously let my mind
wander. I did this and soon enough I began entering that cozy feeling. I became
less aware of my self and the dream state was taking affect. My partially dream
induced mind thought about holding hands with another in order to gain comfort.
The image associated with this feeling was one of me, in first person, holding
hands with a woman. The scene was blurry and the feeling of her hand was
actually my chest. The dream mind state was present, but the awareness made me
know that the feelings in the dreams were based on reality. I became more aware
of this and awoke. The vision of the woman disappeared and I was left alone. I
tried again and an hour or more went by. I soon began to get the feeling of
losing myself to the dream state, but tried to let it go. My head became more
alive and a circulating energy feeling was experienced. As I lost myself more
into the dream state a hugely powerful wave of energy came into my head and
literally shook my consciousness. It felt like my consciousness was moving or
transforming. My consciousness was being uplifted to a place where my body was
not needed. The feeling was in "my head" but a physical sensation of
jerking or rocking was strongly felt. As I was aware of this it scared me and I
again was awake. I sat up in bed and the energy in my head was immense. I felt
more aware and powerful. I soon laid back down and tried to fall back asleep.
Even though the jerking energy feeling was not but a second long it kept my
mind active most of the night.
My hands were both very warm now and my body
was alive. I did finally drift in and out of sleep, but it snuck up on me so I
wasn't aware of it. (The thoughts that entered my head dealt with the
interpretation of the feeling.
I started to think that a dream state is not
what I had previously thought it was. I recalled similar experiences all
throughout my life. I would be fading into a dream state, but by being aware of
this, I would be jerked back into the conscious "now". By looking at
this event and others correlations began to appear. The jerking back into my
awake state would always consist of an energy being felt in the head. The
unconscious, as "we" called it, was a different state of
consciousness that takes over when you enter a dream state. Usually your
conscious self subsides completely when entering into a dream state. This
usually creates a complete loss of self and a lack of awareness. While awake
most of us are not conscious of our unconscious either. In the experience when
your mind is aware and you enter into a dream state your unconscious and
conscious selves unite for a brief moment. While the sensation is brief and
jolts me back into an awake state I feel that one could get used to the
unification and let the feeling continue. The power felt when these two
consciousnesses combined was exhilarating and wonderful. It's truly magical. I
believed I could enter the dream world with my conscious and then have control
over my entire being. I thought about leaving my body and journeying upward in
the sky in order to find other conscious dreamers. The important thing to the
unification of the two selves was that is was real. I was not awake and not
dreaming but in an in-between state. It was the best of both worlds. Dreaming
alone is powerful, but it does not take the full you with it. Your waking self
rarely comes with the dream for a ride, thus upon awakening a dream is almost
immediately dismissed as nothing more than imagination within ones own head.
When combined and aware you realize the dream
state is as real as the Sun, Earth, and your waking body. Now, I have a new
twist on my night terrors.
These occur when waking from a dream state.
They are, in a sense, the opposite as the above described phenomenon. My
unconscious mind is in the dream state, but then I'm jerked into an awake state
without most of my aware consciousness. It is my unconscious dealing with the
unusual feeling of awake. When falling asleep my conscious must deal with the
sleep state as this is just as foreign. The about situation was trigged by the
rods use.)
While this state has been reached previously
and can be reached in many ways it was the rods that brought me into the
energetic state of awareness. This state made it possible to briefly join the
two parts of my consciousness that I'm currently aware of.
I have just read through what I have written
and have a change to make.
There are not two separate consciousness', but
different levels at which your one consciousness interacts, or so it seems.
They seem separate due to the two extremes that are encountered when awake VS
being asleep. It is the control and awareness behind the one conscious that
shapes it into either being awake or asleep. When awake the body produces a
state of awareness that is very different from a state of sleep. This is
obvious. When asleep the body and mind change their state in order to make a
shift of consciousness. Your brain waves function differently, at different
levels, and your body relaxes more. This state induces a shift in your
consciousness. When awake your body and mind again adjust and you feel a
completely different state of conscious awareness. When correlated to the above
it seems that is this shift that most of us are unaware if. When drifting to
sleep changes are being made by your mind and body that allow for your
conscious to shift. If you are aware of this shift you can control it instead of
just letting it go and accepting the dream that follows. It is the lack of
awareness that creates the illusion of dreaming being a delusion contained
within the realms of an imagination. AS stated before dreaming is REAL, but
because of its foreign nature this is not normally realized.
08/16/2001
Today I felt quite tired from the restless
night before. I can't say how much sleep I got, but it was not much. I again
held the rods. This time I kept them in my hands for only a minute and a half.
As I did this I thought it was kinda like drinking one beer to help get over a
hangover. The sensations were "normal"; Mild heat in my hands.
08/17/2001
Sensations
again were experienced in the hands and again started coming back to the
forearms.
08/18/2001-08/21/2001
Sensations
were felt in the hands and forearms, but did not move past this.
08/22/2001
9am
Sensations remained the same as in previous
days. I have yet to document this sensation, but every once in a while my left
thumb twitches. I remember this beginning around the time I began using the
rods, but never thought to document it as it seemed unrelated.
08/22/2001
12 Midnight
I relaxed for about 30 minutes before using the
rods tonight. I began by sitting down. The heat sensation became very apparent
in both hands after only a few seconds. A pulsing is always present, but
tonight the pulsing was quite strong, in both hands, and was on a matching
beat. I stood up from my seated position and moved my arms above my head. The
sensations were quite strong. It sensations were mild in the forearms and
shoulders. The rods were put away after about 2 minutes of use.
09.08.2001
I'm at home this weekend and my grandmother is
visiting. I let her try the rods. She has bad arthritis and within 20 sec the
pain in her shoulder completely disappeared. This made me very happy and I may
give her the rods with a print out of the instructions.
09.09.2001
I think cats are quite sensitive to the energy accumulated
by the rods. It seems like they may even see it. When I use the rods my cat
will come running into the room but then act surprised and start looking around
me. She sometimes seems a little scared by them if that makes sense.
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